I'm a Supergirl

Anna Naklab - Supergirl

Supergirls don't cry

And then she'd say:
"It's okay
I got lost on the way
But I'm a supergirl
And supergirls don't cry"

And then she'd say:
"That nothing can go wrong
When you're in love
What can go wrong?"

And then she'd scream in my face
Tell me to leave, leave this place
Cause she's a supergirl
And supergirls just fly

Yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl
She's sowing seeds, she's burning trees
My supergirl

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Why do I keep hurting me?
Why do I jump into the ash pit
Despite knowing nothing but despair awaits me?
Would you?
Of course you would.
When sleep does not come to you at 7am on a workday
You're fucked.
Hard.
What do you call the volatile love hate emotions when it's
Unrequited and returned at once?
What do you call it when he meets nothing on your list
And yet you yearn to want something you'll never have?
In this world of filth
Is there hope, a shred of innocence that remain?

Do you hear that?
It's the sound of your heart breaking
As it's thrown all around
Don't you know?
Don't you know the world wants not real throbbing red
But plastic black merry go rounds
Nothing but everlasting fun.

FML

I am poisoned by him.

Unfortunately, he is not.

Fuck.


So, I like a guy who is 6 years younger than me. He's 22.

Why do I like him? I don't even know. I'm hoping to wake up from it soon.

Because why? Because he only sees me as a friend.




Why I shouldn't like A
1. He skulks around.
2. He is a chronic gamer. Games > me.
3. He has long hair.
4. He doesn't even have a job yet.
5. He has slimmer ankles than me.
6. He didn't even pick me up from home, not even once.

Recap

Dear all,

So much have happened. I am currently 28 years old.

I died at 24 when I joined an audit firm. One of the big four. I forced myself to grow up and be a responsible adult and locked myself up. Ultimate mission - to recover my true self.

Around end of January 2016, my bf, now ex of 5 years broke up with me. I grieved for a week, and after that things were normal. It was a long distance relationship.

Needless to say, after that I had quite an adventure searching for myself. I'm learning and doing so many things at the moment that I am not even sure if I can cope.

I love salsa, bachata and kizomba.
I love zumba.
I love yoga.
I love Japanese classes.
I love diving! I took my open water on 2 May 2016.
Should I leave the country for Singapore? Leave my adorable cat, Fatty behind?


On 15 May 2016, I had my first butterfly tattoo. It fucking hurt like hell. Below my left collarbone.